Starting Over

It’s been a while since I stopped updating my last blog—a lot’s happened.

I’m sure of the next few weeks and months I’ll discuss it, but right now I just want to start a new blog that’s not for anyone but me. If you find it, feel free to read it, but I’m not going to follow any specific format this time. I’m just going to write and reveal myself through this journal because I’m tired of pretending I don't feel the way that I do…so let it begin:

Out of Bounds (Click link to hear sample)
by Amanda Marshall

Standing on the edge of time
Playing out a reckless pantomime
And every day's another wrong to rectify
I dream about a stranger's touch
And voices in my head I cannot hush
And every night's a hunger I can't satisfy

CHORUS
It's the secret that I keep
It's the ache that makes me weep
And I know I'm in too deep
I'm gonna drown
It's the emptiness I fear
Baby, please don't leave me here
'Cause I'm lost inside a dream
That's out of bounds

I close my eyes and it's so real
And all at once I know just what I feel
And baby it's the kind of rush that terrifies
I am weak -
I am wrong
And every day I swear that I'll be strong
But there's a bond between us that I can't deny

CHORUS

BRIDGE
I wanna surrender
I wanna give in
I wanna lay down and let it be now
And let it begin
Let it begin

CHORUS